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People can foresee the future only when it coincides with their own wishes, and the most grossly obvious facts can be ignored when they are unwelcome.
- George Orwell

Friday evening, its raining, im hungry, i drive to get some taco bell, and on the way, im wondering if were still playing today, since its raining and the field is open and probably wet, so i called them up and they said YES, the games are on. So i get there on time, we had a late kick-off today, 10:10pm, i see all the guys, but looks like none of the girls showed up, NONE!, which means we automatically forfeit the match since its a coed league and we need a min of 3 girls on the field ata ll time to even compete. Nevertheless, we played, it was skirmish since the result didnt even matter, but we played anyway, we judt didnt wantr to give the other team the pleasure, we kicked their ass 6-1 , and everyone got good gametime, i even got a good shot in and had a shot at goal, but in the end it didnt matter since wed already ost the points……..good game none the less,

So i like this girl, i did the basic runaround, chatted her up, got her number, but she wont take my calls, or call me back, i understand that shes probably at work/in class/busy but not having the decency to call me back, especially since i didnt even ask for her number, she GAVE it to me with a “you shud call me up” line…. i get that maybe shes teasing or trying to play hard to get , but i dont like to play games, i know people think its cute, but it brings out the worst in me. I get very petty and then i start playing the “i wont call her if she doesnt call me” crap, which is senseless, because if i miss someone and want to be with them or hang out i should be able to pick up the phone and talk to them instead of sitting there waiting, watching my phone, hoping it rings, waiting for them to call, while at the other end shes probably doing the same thing. Im not too fond of these mindgames and the silly little battles for control……… so i guess this takes me back to square one, but least i know what i DONT want……….

MUFC News

I was a little depressed about the loss to sunderland today, but i guess i forget that a month ago we were 18 some points away, and i wasnt even following anymore, kudos to the red devils for pumpiing some life back in the competition and making it interesting again, even if they dont win this year, im proud to be a part of the red devil army. As pissed at i am with sunderland [death to their children disease to their family], I must give them props for not laying down and rolling over to be trampled upon, even though it didnt save them from relegation and all they managed to do was fuck up our chances, they walk away with their heads held high, even if its just fir one day, good job guys……. enjoy ur time below, and the slow painfull crawl back to the top, you deserve it, you fkin pricks!!

QUOTE

I still dont understand what this guy was thinking, what he aimed to really achieve, he was a very smart guy, but he had convinced himself of some notion , some prophecy to fulfil and to him it justified the means that he took to get there, i just wan tto know what he had in mind that was so compelling that drove him to do such barbaric things…………

* This human world of ours would be inconceivable without the practical existence of a religious belief. The great masses of a nation are not composed of philosophers. For the masses of the people, especially faith is absolutely the only basis of a moral outlook on life. The various substitutes that have been offered have not shown any results that might warrant us in thinking that they might usefully replace the existing denominations. But if religious teaching and religious faith were once accepted by the broad masses as active forces in their lives, then the absolute authority of the doctrines of faith would be the foundation of all practical effort. There may be a few hundreds of thousands of superior men who can live wisely and intelligently without depending on the general standards that prevail in everyday life, but the millions of others cannot do so. Now the place which general custom fills in everyday life corresponds to that of general laws in the State and dogma in religion. ~ Mein Kampf Ch. 10 - Adolf Hitler

Music

New Songs on My Playlist-

Editors - Blood
Arctic Monkeys - From the Ritz to the rubble [i just like how he says totalitarian]
Smashing Pumpkins - Today
Smashing Pumpkins - 1979
Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Dani California [im very excited for their new album, it’s been 4 years since the last one]
Royksopp - What Else Is There ? (Thin White Duke Mix) [found this on the MOS clubbers guide to 2006]
People In Planes - If you Talk Too Much My Head Will Explode
Fallout Boy - A Little Less 16 candles ……

ive also replaced the Old songs on the mp3 plyer on this site, with these new ones, for your listening pleasure

Image

Heres one my friend sandhya found , and she said she toally thought of me when she saw it, it really is something that i like, its very my style of illustration/art, theres also a link at the bottom to the rest of this guys portfolio, i suggest you check it out, especially his Vinyl covers, top-notch work…..

Click to View - His Portfolio

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bored saturday afternoon, so i came up with this, im going to try and stencil this tommorow

another one just for shits and giggles

This Sunday I decided to run with my friend Lester[LC of LCDesignStudios], hes training for a marathon but i was just running to try and get in shape> Initially i was concerned that its been a while since i had any real physical exercise, but i was in the mood for it and im really serious about getting into shape soon so i tagged along. It wasnt easy getting up early on a sunday morning and making it down to chula vista, i tend to usually stay up late and wake up at noon on weekends, just lazy , after getting out of bed and making it down there, we drove over to the track, it was a dirt track that went around a gold course, roughly 3miles , and with some paved segments.
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